Healing

I am starting to feel better. My stomach is very sore. But I don't know if I will be able to do nothing for 3 more weeks. I feel so emotional today. I was crying just laying down , not from pain but the decisions I need to make. I keep thinking whether I should take the lupron or not. Damn if I do and damn if I don't. I already have pre-menopause symptoms and that just might push me over the edge. But at the same time it is only for 3 months. I'm sure the time will go by so fast.