The storm from hell

Well while I am at the baseball game with my dad enjoying myself. My husband is home alone and this storm from hell happens. Hail, rain, and winds over 60 mph. Then a tree got struck by lighting and landed on my car. I could not believe that had happened.

The Yankees

I took my dad to see the New York Yankees. It was his father's day gift. It was so much fun. We got to see our favorite players. What a great day.

Next to last Depo shot

I had 2nd to last depo provera yesterday. It feels so good to finally be almost done. I did not think I would be able to get through but I did. I feel like I have grown more and now are able to handle things a little better. I think things are moving in the right direction.

My new insurance starts next month, that finally has fertility coverage. My husband and I are one step closer to start trying for our family.

Uveitis / PTC update

Well My eye doc says my uveitis is starting to calm down. Yeah!!!! I only have a few inflammation cells which is great news. The pseudotumor cerebri (ptc) is finally leveling off. I have been able to exercise more and feel great.

Haircolor

OK, I was feeling down earlier. But there is nothing like going to salon and getting new hair color and cut. What a world of difference. That made a nice start to the weekend.

Waiting

It truly hit me this morning, that I have to wait another year for ivf. I know my doctor wants the best out come. But it still hurts. I know things have for a reason and maybe this it. So in the mean time I can work on me and get myself more healthy and ready for ivf. The doc does have a point but sometimes I just don't want to hear and when I do it takes a while to finally realize that sometimes he is right. I just get so sick of waiting and getting my hopes up and then get hurt.

My poor husband just found out that 3 girls in his office are pregnant. He came home so depressed. I would have never thought it would effect him so much. I know it hurts him because we have been married for so long and wanted kids since we met. But this was the first time I have seen him express his feelings about infertility.

St. Patrick's Day Vent

Went to see my re today. Well it was bitter sweet. He thinks I have developed a cyst. Which makes me think about the endo coming back. But maybe not. He said he could not tell. His plan for me is do the depo-provera until December. I was thinking December, What the heck. I have been waiting since surgery which was in august. He feels like the depo-provera, will control my pain long term. But it looks like I developed a cyst. Plus I have to be off the depo-provera for 6 months before ivf. Which I did not know.

I know good things come to those who wait. So there is my perfect holiday. It has always been a lucky day for me so maybe this was.